NO.

I just found out that Robin Williams killed himself. Can it be true? Really, utterly true? Can a man with such a vivid mind, full of emotion - clever as the night is long ---- can a person like that kill himself? He was so full of life, maybe it was too much life in one body - maybe he spilled over. I can't begin to understand how his daughter and wife must feel, how could you not know? How could he leave them? I have a lot of questions. I can't begin to even try to understand what's happening. 

How could he not realize that he'd be missing out on SO many things? How can you not care enough to wonder what's in the future - what about grandkids? What about anniversaries and birthdays? What about picnics and camping? What about dying with loved ones around you or using up your body and your mind until you've given everything you've got to this life? 

Suicide will forever more remain my ultimate bewilderment, I've felt pain and been severely depressed in my life. I've had someone try to do it in front of me. And it made me SO angry. How dare she try to share it with me, I wanted to live. Maybe it's a way of finally showing the world and all your loved ones in it -- that you are in true pain and there's no escape. Maybe you get tired? 

Whatever the reason he did it, I'm sick about it. I feel absolutely heartbroken. There's never been, and will ever be, another Robin Williams. *I hope you're resting well, bud.*